Tuesday, July 20, 2010

Guilt of leaving Aarav behind...

This is when I an away from my sweetheart..yeah, I am away from him most times now..and that takes my heart away..that makes me sad! Though I resigned and am now on notice period..and counting my moments to final relieving day. All I want is to stay with my little baby..all I want is to play with him all day, to enjoy each moment of motherhood with him. To teach him new li'l things each day, to motivate him each moment to prepare him face the world..I miss him..I miss all this. Every moment I am in office, I miss my darling son. I look forward to the moment I return from office and he endorses me with such deep love and affection. He hugs me so tightly, he laughs so much with full heart..He wants to show in his little amazing actions how much he is in love with mommy..yeah I feel guilty about all this. I feel great guilt of leaving him for hours..for whole day for my own job, I feel confused and bad. I want to give him all my love. I want to give him all my blessings. When I come back home and play with him till late night..that are my 'the favorite' moments of any day..

I love you my bundle of joy!
Mumma

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