Only 3 more days and I wolud be in the 37th week..Through moments of fear and uncertainty, I find comfort in baby movements..I believe each little kich of his/hers is her/his way of communicating with me. Most mornings we begin our day by listening to 'Garbha Sanskar', a wonderful collection of shlokas, mantras, soothing instrumental music and other devotional songs. Cheeku seems to like the music and literally dances on it..
Well now I am only days away from the big day. I find myself more tense and nervous..Physically I've started feeling really tired. Can't remember how many nights I've spent by now just sleepless..whole night Cheeku seems like so fresh and plays a lot with me..I get to sleep by 6 in morning..I talk a lot with him and he/she always reacts so much..gets so happy and I find him so innocent and most darling kid in my world..My support system has grown stronger with Deepa,my sister, coming to stay with me till delivery. Mummy also is very supportive and keeps me pampered. My relationship with Deepak is becoming stronger than ever these days. Its in the little things he seems to be doing for me that touch me deeply- be it placing an extra cushion to make me comfortable, the light massage or trying to help me out in all my works
On professional front, my office colleagues have become very co-operative. My Project lead,Inwish, is really very understanding and helpful to allow me to work from home from last one month. So things have been smooth as daily 5 hours commuting with baby in tummy was a great pain. Sometimes I wonder how I'll be able to cope with my work once my baby is born. The uncertainty is compounded by the want to provide my baby with my constant love and attention. Deepak and I have talked about it- the options, I hope, will help us cross the bridge when we come to it.
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